Life now?

Positives:
I'm super excited for Chicago.
New York is getting closer and closer.
So is summer.
I got my first trophy EVER! OMG.
I think I'm in a good place right now. I don't know how to explain it. But I'm fairly content with most aspects of my life. I do, however, miss Abby, Alannah, Becca, Erin, KimS, Leah, and Tay. Yessir.
For some reason, I'm becoming more and more confident. Not in a cocky way at all, but a more... "I am me, and that's awesome," way. God I'm a fucking nerd.


Negatives:
I'm not ready for ensemble festival.
I feel disconnected to:
- Friends
- School
- Happiness
I'm sick.
I have a crapton of makeup homework.
I haven't read the Scarlet Letter yet.
I probably won't.
Oscar is in Texas and his grandma isn't doing well at all.
I need a job. And money. And... Yupp.

Goals:
Get my newspaper page done and AWESOME.
Get our ensemble piece near perfection by... Thursday. Shiiiiit.
Start the new notebook I bought.
Write in it every day or a minimum of once a week.
Clean my room.
Get better.
Save the little black kids.

Hokay. So. This is my life.

Goodnight. History maps to do.


Love Emmuhlee.